Abyssal Plains

So, this is probably the worst bout of suicidal ideation that I’ve had for a few years.

 

I’m at least still lucid in typing, even if when I tried to phone someone all I did was make weird noises and gibber.

 

I’m safe, for clarity (I’ve got the motive but not the method), just very very distressed and only managing a couple of minutes of lucidity at a time in between complete wailing misery.

 

This has taken about three hours to write, for context.

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